cactus demos ep

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songs written from june 2016 to march 2017

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released March 11, 2017

all songs written by natalie copeland
produced/engineered by kevin patrick king
album photo taken by dimitri giannopoulos on his iphone of bob/frank

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Track Name: untitled
watching your hand reach for the light switch
please dont make it darker than it already is
come closer, you're not going to sleep tonight
you're going to help me cover this wound
so nobody knows i'm dying

i know the blood is running down my face
i swear i'm not crying my brain was unknowingly laced

picturing myself taking it in strides
swallowing intentions i can't compromise
but choice feels like an attitude but it's my right
how could you not have known that when you spoke to me that night

and you could have just asked me my name

i'm not your world to watch burn
i may be fire but i'm not your flame
im a human body i am not a game
i am a human body are we not the same?

i know youll sleep with all the lights on
you'll never what you took from inside me
and my poor heart
will find something that wont tear me apart

im not your world to watch burn
i may be a fire but i'm not your flame
i'm a human body im not a game
im a human body are we not the same?
Track Name: bloo
i keep forgetting about my lungs
held my breath till i knew you were gone

and i got so used to being on my own
why did you have to come along

i'd rather die

i keep throwing stones into my fire
so it won't burn brighter than it did when i was a child

and i'm heavy enough by myself
can't expect to be carried by anyone else

i'd rather die

i'm stuck in a loop
stuck here without you
what was red is now completely blue

and i must be the reason why
love has escaped me so many times

i always cry
i always die

i'm stuck in a loop
stuck here what do i do
what was red is now completely blue

so paint me in black and white
because the colors of my joy will never be bright
Track Name: unworthy/ungrateful (ha! goteeeeeem)
if i'm unworthy of what i'm ungrateful for
then tell me why memories are breaking in my door
they're at my door

purple lines decorate my thighs are you as scared as i am
i don't know why i hide i'm frail and my insides are liquid

bodies arent science fair prizes
blurry optical illusion of love
put your brain back in your jar
throw it in your dirty car
i hope you're happy you got me

asked my mom if i could go out i knew she wouldn't mind
i don't know why i still need her i'm a child im a lil sprout
lee calls me lil sprout

stitches in my eyebrow but im alive
i hate that i ask why do i try
can someone please cut my limbs off and hang them from the sky

bodies aren't science fair prizes
blurry optical illusion of love
so put your brain back in a jar
throw it in your dirty car
i hope you're happy you got me
Track Name: iceland
the white of your eyes were melting
when i was drowning with you
did you see my feelings falling
and crawling and curling into

what was real and what i could not find
locked in in the dark i was so blind
from what was real and what i want to find
you turn me into someone elses child

what i've been and what i've done
is a product of your love

and now your floating in hot springs
and standing up to waterfalls
all with someone elses body
i hope you're happy drawing in the lines

from what was real and what you could not find
locked me in the dark i was so blind
from what was real and what i want to find
you turned me into someone elses child

what ive been and what ive done is a product of your love
and how i sit and how i talk is still dripping of you

i hope i didn't break you
like you broke me

i hope your wrists are turning
i hope your hands arent hurting
we'll see who goes insane this time
Track Name: old hound
all your faces staring back at me
whispering goodbyes so silently
and you don't have to worry i've heard them before
you can't count them using both our hands

feeling good and i have never really been friends

because i'm an old hound just a bitter taste in your mouth

and you don't want me around
because im too loud so i wont make a sound
and i've always been too much you're all just figuring it out now

and all my options have fallen down to the dirt
making up stories in my head so it doesn't have to hurt
like that time that i hit my head on the pavement
when really i was just feeling bad

not much has changed since i was 10
i'm just taller and a lot more sad

because im an old hound just a bitter taste in your mouth

and you don't want me around
because im too loud so i wont make a sound
and i've always pictured my death but it never looked like it does now

i'm an old hound
just a bitter taste in your mouth
Track Name: cactus
i hate looking at my hands they are completely fucked
bitten down down to where i cant grow back nervous it hurts
like your cactus poking me in the side its sharp
climbing up the stairs knocking on wood it wont but it could
your cactus it could
your cactus it could
it could
it could