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cactus demos ep

by missile girl

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1.
untitled 03:51
watching your hand reach for the light switch please dont make it darker than it already is come closer, you're not going to sleep tonight you're going to help me cover this wound so nobody knows i'm dying i know the blood is running down my face i swear i'm not crying my brain was unknowingly laced picturing myself taking it in strides swallowing intentions i can't compromise but choice feels like an attitude but it's my right how could you not have known that when you spoke to me that night and you could have just asked me my name i'm not your world to watch burn i may be fire but i'm not your flame im a human body i am not a game i am a human body are we not the same? i know youll sleep with all the lights on you'll never what you took from inside me and my poor heart will find something that wont tear me apart im not your world to watch burn i may be a fire but i'm not your flame i'm a human body im not a game im a human body are we not the same?
2.
bloo 04:40
i keep forgetting about my lungs held my breath till i knew you were gone and i got so used to being on my own why did you have to come along i'd rather die i keep throwing stones into my fire so it won't burn brighter than it did when i was a child and i'm heavy enough by myself can't expect to be carried by anyone else i'd rather die i'm stuck in a loop stuck here without you what was red is now completely blue and i must be the reason why love has escaped me so many times i always cry i always die i'm stuck in a loop stuck here what do i do what was red is now completely blue so paint me in black and white because the colors of my joy will never be bright
3.
if i'm unworthy of what i'm ungrateful for then tell me why memories are breaking in my door they're at my door purple lines decorate my thighs are you as scared as i am i don't know why i hide i'm frail and my insides are liquid bodies arent science fair prizes blurry optical illusion of love put your brain back in your jar throw it in your dirty car i hope you're happy you got me asked my mom if i could go out i knew she wouldn't mind i don't know why i still need her i'm a child im a lil sprout lee calls me lil sprout stitches in my eyebrow but im alive i hate that i ask why do i try can someone please cut my limbs off and hang them from the sky bodies aren't science fair prizes blurry optical illusion of love so put your brain back in a jar throw it in your dirty car i hope you're happy you got me
4.
iceland 05:01
the white of your eyes were melting when i was drowning with you did you see my feelings falling and crawling and curling into what was real and what i could not find locked in in the dark i was so blind from what was real and what i want to find you turn me into someone elses child what i've been and what i've done is a product of your love and now your floating in hot springs and standing up to waterfalls all with someone elses body i hope you're happy drawing in the lines from what was real and what you could not find locked me in the dark i was so blind from what was real and what i want to find you turned me into someone elses child what ive been and what ive done is a product of your love and how i sit and how i talk is still dripping of you i hope i didn't break you like you broke me i hope your wrists are turning i hope your hands arent hurting we'll see who goes insane this time
5.
old hound 04:17
all your faces staring back at me whispering goodbyes so silently and you don't have to worry i've heard them before you can't count them using both our hands feeling good and i have never really been friends because i'm an old hound just a bitter taste in your mouth and you don't want me around because im too loud so i wont make a sound and i've always been too much you're all just figuring it out now and all my options have fallen down to the dirt making up stories in my head so it doesn't have to hurt like that time that i hit my head on the pavement when really i was just feeling bad not much has changed since i was 10 i'm just taller and a lot more sad because im an old hound just a bitter taste in your mouth and you don't want me around because im too loud so i wont make a sound and i've always pictured my death but it never looked like it does now i'm an old hound just a bitter taste in your mouth
6.
cactus 02:14
i hate looking at my hands they are completely fucked bitten down down to where i cant grow back nervous it hurts like your cactus poking me in the side its sharp climbing up the stairs knocking on wood it wont but it could your cactus it could your cactus it could it could it could

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songs written from june 2016 to march 2017

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released March 11, 2017

all songs written by natalie copeland
produced/engineered by kevin patrick king
album photo taken by dimitri giannopoulos on his iphone of bob/frank

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